Sunday, January 24, 2010

Rounding the circle

I am at a place in my life where things seem to be making sense or should I say "hopeful."
Life is full of the unexpected. I am really looking forward to the end of the circle.

I have been reflecting back through the hurdles and trials of this life in the making. I think 2007 was the year that changed the game for me. For once, I was not in control of the life that I wanted. From relocating to a new place, new life and new strategy I felt lost. I was confused, angry and frustrated but now it all makes sense because I had to be thrown off course in order to get here.

I have matured a little bit, I am now thinking of the kind of life that I want for myself. The kind of person that I want to be and the kind of things that I want to do. Life in a way does not bother me as much as it used to. I don't feel pressured to fit into that role as I used to be. Now, life seems to be in-tune with my inner self. I feel I am getting grip of what it is all about. I think.

I am not there yet. I am far from reaching the end of my goal or capturing the life in motion. I think it is a one-step-at-a-time thing, but at least I am aware of that.

Life is really life...just in the making